Past Lovers

Patrick C. Gutierrez, he was my first bf && maybe i can say..my first love??hehe..not so sure..it was the first butterflies i felt on my tummy && thats what they say LOVE..we we're grade 6 when we're together that time but not too long,,our love story ends..i was his first love too..isnt it cute??but now he's part of my history..lets leave it to past..


Next are John John Casinillo, Jim Clyde ---, Hartwell Tautohan..


Carlo Albert Raqueno is his real name..he's the guy who truly breaks my heart..we were together (not literally coz were really are far) 3 years and a months which is really quite long..i cant imagine i fool myself to him..i fall inlove to a complete stranger..the truth is that we never see each other even once..our only communication is just phone and computer..but i never lose hope at that time coz im really willing to wait until he's going to be here with me..but he's a complete jerk, he's a two-timer..he has another gf who's Aiko..im such a loser for letting myself fall for him..i dont deserve a guy like him..he has to die!


this is Aiko by the way..the ex-gf of carlo which we were two at that time..we both agree that he's the most stupidiest person in a whole wide world and he has to pay for it..the sentence is death..she's such a good friend anyway..if we knew all along that he's a cheater,,we would never let ourself fall for that jerk..


this is the next so called ex after carlo..his name was Niel Ariola..i dunno why the hell i answered this guy..hahaha! maybe i was so depressed at that time that carlo and i were done..but he's the most arrogant and very good in english guy..maybe i just fall for his sweet talks..hehe! he's quite a healthy guy right??not just my type..he's the friend of jolie by the way..so it didnt took long..we end it up..we just both agreed.. =)



his name was Christian Tan..a sensitive kind of person..hehe..i love talking to him until the break of dawn..seriously, i miss him right now..although we have lots of problems we encounter when were together..we dont see each other too often, he's poor, he has lots of friends and a band..that makes him no time for me anymore..that's why im always mad at him..but i understand him sometimes because of his situation..hope he'll forgive me..hope he'll talk to me soon..i just wanna say sorry...